Silence

How do you feel about this picture?
Its the same feeling that I'm having now. (:

Loves
Kei

Just some thoughts..

Whenever I think about my future, I feel very uncertain. 

Even though I already had my goal and dreams with me and pave crafted out by myself, I'm still afraid to think beyond that.

What if I couldn't go for overseas studies? 
What if I lost myself when I'm there? 


Of cos it wouldn't happen if I didn't make it to Uni of Leeds.They have accepted me but I still yet to receive my letters from them thus making no more further decision on booking of flights tickets. I'm just wondering did they regret taking me in or I'm just thinking too much.I don't know why.. When I'm seated right in front of my computer I tends to login in blogger but failed to type any of my thoughts out. I guess my mind is fucked-up when I wanted to express something and its to confused on what should be typed out first.


Just like recently my mind tends to emerge bad thoughts and imprint of people.. Like people being a burden to me but come to think of it.. I aint that perfect which makes me a burden to people too. Tons of reason. I'm doing my reflection for what I've done recently.. And conclusion for me were.. I'm not a very good friend for people since I never fails to put myself ahead of people when it should be the other way round.


It has been awhile since I'm able to type what I wanted to and I need to sort out my thoughts once again.Just got back from a trip to Redang and I felt so different.. It indeed had change over a year, what I've been through once was like a dream that never happened in reality. 


Perhaps it has always been a dream..

"It should end at where it had started"

Loves
Kei

Peektures!

CS, YT, SN, WL, YK
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Suppose to be a test shot!

Got her own Sex on the Beach drink still wanna snatch mine! ):

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2nd time same resort!