I'm not a understanding person?
Yeah and Nah..
It's just, I couldn't see the effort you have made or put into.
And who is ever 100% understanding?
Always being the one who initiate is tiring...
And I had enough of those time, we have different circles of course meeting up would be hard since scheduling isn't the same.
But talks are only talks, it will only become real if actions are put in by two people...
No time?
Time is decided by people, I prioritize people with those I hold high regards or utmost important to me.
I said I'm not free is because partially I'm lazy and I don't want to be the one to set a date.
But if you had picked a date and just book me off, I would have said "Okays"
If you have tried, you would have know.
But you didn't, you took my words as it is.
It's just like, I thought you know me the best, but eventually I was proven wrong.
I'm pampered by many people, of course I'll be selfish in some way and I'm changing slowly because its something that's hard for a person to be 100% not-selfish (I know I won't be one of the 100%) at least I try to accommodate.
But I'm sorry, I just couldn't take it if a person promise me something but backed out on it.
I can forgive you for it but trust me.. From the day of backing out, I can never forget and I won't be able to trust you anymore.
Prove to me, once more.
Gain my trust, once more.
Anyone should know 'Gaining Trust' from a person is the hardest thing on earth to do.
'They say friendship that last beyond 7 years will go on forever.'
I wonder will it?
If you think so then prove it to me, show me that you care.
Or maybe should go with the IDGAF for 7 years later
Then one day on the street we met, we goes 'Oh, hey! How are you blah blah blah' and 'We know each other for more than 10years~~' after a few catch up.
I doubt that will happen because after this...
As who won't feel awkward after this?
But I will say I won't be because there isn't a need to.
Anyway I think my skin is as thick as an elephant towards people I'm close with.
And if I don't really care, I won't have talk/rant about it.
Maybe it's just me.. Finding problem when there's none.
